Friday, December 04, 2009

I think I can

Post Linked-In browsing session. Made me feel like shit. I know it's bad to compare, but too late. What can I say? Business and technology titles and jargon that I don't understand greatly intimidate and impress me against my will. Besides the wildly successful connections in my age group, even the artists have hearty profiles with a good deal of experience. At least they're building on something they love, knowing they will eventually get to their destination. While it frustrates me to no end that I am not building on anything, and I don't know where I want to go.

And then I get anxious that I am doing not what I "should" be doing, whatever that is, and it creates more anxiety and prevents me from doing anything, really. Rotten cycle.

Really good new Animal Collective song (left-click). Everyone should listen to them. Their music is enormous: at first challenging, then ecstatically poppy. See 5:04.


SuzyFormager said...

Didn't know until today that you keep a blog. Can relate very muchly to this post.

ehaze said...

thanks for the animal collective d-load. did you find the whole ep album, and if so; where?

Fern said...

We can commiserate together, no?

No.. I got my copy from B. I can burn it for you sometime.

Fern said...

Also, here you can find some live versions of the EP songs. I actually prefer the BBC live versions of #2 and #4.